No sleeping, no dreaming

The weirdest dreams ever.
And very scaring also.

They occur when taking the nap after the lunch.
Outside of course, in the shadow of the Fuso Szulc.



Three of those dreams this week.
And they are all about death.





This is weird.
Why would the mind or the subconscious need to busy itself with death?
Health and age are on the best side of life.
There is no reason to believe it is time to say farewell.



Nevertheless, two dreams showed a film of the dreamer in the process of dying.
It was as if the spirit already had left the body.
And was watching the event take place.
From above.

It was all very realistic.
As if the dying was really taking place.
In one of the two dreams it could be seen how slowly the eyes were loosing the light.
In the other dream it was felt how the breathing was going to stop soon.



The next part of the dream was about a certain urgency.
Almost a panic.
The realization was very strongly that the dreamer was dying.
And this realization was responsible for a strong urge to avoid that to happen.
"No, no", the dreamer thought with desperation, "I don't want to die".

And somehow it was known how to avoid to die.
By forcing to wake up from the dream.
With all might and will power available a tremendous effort was made to get out of the mortal dream.
To wake up in a state of shock.
Feeling to have escaped from dying.

The third dream was about a word.
Strongly a word was present in the dream.
Very dominant.
The word was: "EPITAPH".
In the dream the meaning of this word was not known.
In fact, the dream was about wondering what that word meant.
On and on.
When sleeping ended, the word "EPITAPH" was still prominently in the mind.
And awake, the meaning of this word was not known also.
Quickly it was looked up in a dictionary.
An epitaph is the text that is put on a grave.

What is the meaning of these dreams?

Peter the Great, the Tsar from Russia, suffered of fits.


He would lose control of his body and have convulsions.
The only way to deal with these attacks was his companion Catarina.


When Peter the Great had a new attack, Catarina was called who would come rushing over.
She would take his head in her lap and caress him.
This would calm him down and in half an hour he would be revived and strong and normal as ever.

Not long ago there were those recurrent and disturbing dreams about houses.
Until the "Queen of Dreams" offered an explanation that was so to the point, that this new understanding stopped those dreams.

Now there are those realistic and scaring dreams about dying and death.
Time to consult the "Queen of Dreams".
To lay the head in her lap.
But she is ill.
And when the "Queen of Dreams" is ill, it is the flue, she switches off her mobile phone and computer.
She is incommunicado.

Maybe better to skip today's nap then?




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